I owe everything to Beirut, and I wish I could be there right now


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One of my clearest memories from my time working as a journalist in Beirut was covering the aftermath of a twin suicide bombing in early 2014. A string of terrorist bombings had taken place in the city, particularly in Shia-majority areas, by extremist groups who targeted civilians in retaliation for Hezbollah's involvement in the war in Syria.

This particular bombing had taken place in a heavily populated area, and one of the cars exploded in front of an orphanage. (Mercifully, all the children there survived.) After covering the attack, I went back the next day to see how residents were coping with the aftermath. I climbed the stairs to an apartment that was directly across from one of the car bombs, and found a home that was completely destroyed, debris and wood and concrete everywhere - a lifetime of memories shattered in an instant.

An elderly man who lived in the apartment was there. His wife was being treated in the hospital. His daughter was there to help them pack and drive them to their hometown. On the balcony outside, the railing had been blown off. But they had set up two chairs and a rakwah or pot of Turkish coffee. I snapped a picture of the scene. In the rubble of their apartment, they were determined to hold on to something – perhaps it was beauty, perhaps a measure of comfort and solace in familiar rituals, perhaps joy. It was an image that epitomised a strength I had never seen in humans.

The balcony railing of an apartment I visited In 2014 had been partially destroyed by bomb blast the previous day. That the family living in this apartment was determined to get on with their lives epitomised a strength I had never seen in humans. Courtesy of Kareem Shaheen
The balcony railing of an apartment I visited In 2014 had been partially destroyed by bomb blast the previous day. That the family living in this apartment was determined to get on with their lives epitomised a strength I had never seen in humans. Courtesy of Kareem Shaheen

Lebanon itself was like that to me. Surrounded by an unstable region, with a war in Syria, the refugee crisis, sectarianism, the rivalry between regional powers that played out every day – it wasn’t an oasis of calm by any means, the currents driving the country here and there, its people suffering under the corruption and ineptitude of its ruling class. But it nevertheless found ways to be alive, to be a refuge.

Come to think of it, it felt like being on the Titanic and listening to the orchestra play as the ship sank  beneath the waves.

But now, the Titanic is underwater. Beirut was brought down by 2,700 tonnes of ammonium nitrate that were left in the city's port, so close to so many homes. Calling it criminal negligence is too kind.

I still can't quite comprehend the level of devastation, the cataclysm brought on by an explosion that large. I keep looking at videos of the shockwave, and my jaw keeps dropping. The wave of white oblivion that crashes over the buildings. Looking at the images of Mar Mikhail and Gemmayze,  neighbourhoods I had lived in that used to be vibrant with night life, landmarks I recognised, streets I had walked, now covered in broken glass and debris, shingles torn off the  roofs of houses, or homes collapsed all together.

Every friend I had there posted images of their broken homes. Another told us about watching the wave come in from the port and panicking as she searched for her son who was playing downstairs. The pictures of broken children’s rooms got to me the most now that I have a son of my own. I keep imagining what it would have been like had we stayed.

'Aftermath' by Tom Young, an artist who lives between London and Beirut. A number of Young's paintings were damaged following the blast on August 4. Tom Young
'Aftermath' by Tom Young, an artist who lives between London and Beirut. A number of Young's paintings were damaged following the blast on August 4. Tom Young

I didn’t need to imagine it for very long, because the friend who rented our old apartment near the port posted photos of the broken everything.

I left Beirut at the end of 2016 to take up another post, before moving halfway across the world to Canada. I thought doing so would inure me against the heartbreak that I navigated every day working as a journalist in the Middle East. But it turns out I never really left. Because the grief was all-encompassing and debilitating, and my heart still shattered into a thousand pieces.

I owe everything to the city. I met the love of my life there, at a little cafe in Mar Mikhail called Bar Tartine, along a stretch of road devastated by its proximity to the blast. I proposed to her at a spot overlooking Beirut’s marina. I made friendships in this city that will last a lifetime, and which made me who I am today. I owe to it my career in journalism.

But more importantly, I owe to it everything I learned about love, courage, hope, sacrifice, grief, hatred, dance, music, suffering and violence. Everything about life and meaning. The kind of yearning for life that finds the lone grass shoot in the desert, the diamond in the rough, the steaming pot of coffee on the balcony after the suicide bombing.

I don't know what comes next. This is only the latest in a battery of crises for the Lebanese people, though it is more monumental. It follows a currency crash, hyperinflation, collapsing economy, coronavirus resurgence, poverty, and hunger. You only rise again after so many beatings. Lebanon's ruling elite deserve the harshest of punishment, but I don't know if they'll get away with it again. I don't know if things can change, or if people will reach the conclusion I reached, that they should just leave everything behind.

I don’t know any of that. I’m not there, though I find myself wishing I could be there. All I have are memories of Beirut that aren’t scarred by the shattered glass, and the tears that well up unprompted. And a dark sadness that has made it impossible to smile.

Kareem Shaheen is a former Middle East correspondent based in Canada

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How the bonus system works

The two riders are among several riders in the UAE to receive the top payment of £10,000 under the Thank You Fund of £16 million (Dh80m), which was announced in conjunction with Deliveroo's £8 billion (Dh40bn) stock market listing earlier this year.

The £10,000 (Dh50,000) payment is made to those riders who have completed the highest number of orders in each market.

There are also riders who will receive payments of £1,000 (Dh5,000) and £500 (Dh2,500).

All riders who have worked with Deliveroo for at least one year and completed 2,000 orders will receive £200 (Dh1,000), the company said when it announced the scheme.

Specs

Engine: 51.5kW electric motor

Range: 400km

Power: 134bhp

Torque: 175Nm

Price: From Dh98,800

Available: Now

The biog

Favourite colour: Brown

Favourite Movie: Resident Evil

Hobbies: Painting, Cooking, Imitating Voices

Favourite food: Pizza

Trivia: Was the voice of three characters in the Emirati animation, Shaabiyat Al Cartoon

The finalists

Player of the Century, 2001-2020: Cristiano Ronaldo (Juventus), Lionel Messi (Barcelona), Mohamed Salah (Liverpool), Ronaldinho

Coach of the Century, 2001-2020: Pep Guardiola (Manchester City), Jose Mourinho (Tottenham Hotspur), Zinedine Zidane (Real Madrid), Sir Alex Ferguson

Club of the Century, 2001-2020: Al Ahly (Egypt), Bayern Munich (Germany), Barcelona (Spain), Real Madrid (Spain)

Player of the Year: Cristiano Ronaldo, Lionel Messi, Robert Lewandowski (Bayern Munich)

Club of the Year: Bayern Munich, Liverpool, Real Madrid

Coach of the Year: Gian Piero Gasperini (Atalanta), Hans-Dieter Flick (Bayern Munich), Jurgen Klopp (Liverpool)

Agent of the Century, 2001-2020: Giovanni Branchini, Jorge Mendes, Mino Raiola

PREMIER LEAGUE FIXTURES

Saturday (UAE kick-off times)

Watford v Leicester City (3.30pm)

Brighton v Arsenal (6pm)

West Ham v Wolves (8.30pm)

Bournemouth v Crystal Palace (10.45pm)

Sunday

Newcastle United v Sheffield United (5pm)

Aston Villa v Chelsea (7.15pm)

Everton v Liverpool (10pm)

Monday

Manchester City v Burnley (11pm)

AWARDS
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Players Selected for La Liga Trials

U18 Age Group
Name: Ahmed Salam (Malaga)
Position: Right Wing
Nationality: Jordanian

Name: Yahia Iraqi (Malaga)
Position: Left Wing
Nationality: Morocco

Name: Mohammed Bouherrafa (Almeria)
Position: Centre-Midfield
Nationality: French

Name: Mohammed Rajeh (Cadiz)
Position: Striker
Nationality: Jordanian

U16 Age Group
Name: Mehdi Elkhamlichi (Malaga)
Position: Lead Striker
Nationality: Morocco

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JUDAS AND THE BLACK MESSIAH

Directed by: Shaka King

Starring: Daniel Kaluuya, Lakeith Stanfield, Jesse Plemons

Four stars

Financial considerations before buying a property

Buyers should try to pay as much in cash as possible for a property, limiting the mortgage value to as little as they can afford. This means they not only pay less in interest but their monthly costs are also reduced. Ideally, the monthly mortgage payment should not exceed 20 per cent of the purchaser’s total household income, says Carol Glynn, founder of Conscious Finance Coaching.

“If it’s a rental property, plan for the property to have periods when it does not have a tenant. Ensure you have enough cash set aside to pay the mortgage and other costs during these periods, ideally at least six months,” she says. 

Also, shop around for the best mortgage interest rate. Understand the terms and conditions, especially what happens after any introductory periods, Ms Glynn adds.

Using a good mortgage broker is worth the investment to obtain the best rate available for a buyer’s needs and circumstances. A good mortgage broker will help the buyer understand the terms and conditions of the mortgage and make the purchasing process efficient and easier. 

No more lice

Defining head lice

Pediculus humanus capitis are tiny wingless insects that feed on blood from the human scalp. The adult head louse is up to 3mm long, has six legs, and is tan to greyish-white in colour. The female lives up to four weeks and, once mature, can lay up to 10 eggs per day. These tiny nits firmly attach to the base of the hair shaft, get incubated by body heat and hatch in eight days or so.

Identifying lice

Lice can be identified by itching or a tickling sensation of something moving within the hair. One can confirm that a person has lice by looking closely through the hair and scalp for nits, nymphs or lice. Head lice are most frequently located behind the ears and near the neckline.

Treating lice at home

Head lice must be treated as soon as they are spotted. Start by checking everyone in the family for them, then follow these steps. Remove and wash all clothing and bedding with hot water. Apply medicine according to the label instructions. If some live lice are still found eight to 12 hours after treatment, but are moving more slowly than before, do not re-treat. Comb dead and remaining live lice out of the hair using a fine-toothed comb.
After the initial treatment, check for, comb and remove nits and lice from hair every two to three days. Soak combs and brushes in hot water for 10 minutes.Vacuum the floor and furniture, particularly where the infested person sat or lay.

Courtesy Dr Vishal Rajmal Mehta, specialist paediatrics, RAK Hospital

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'Manmarziyaan' (Colour Yellow Productions, Phantom Films)
Director: Anurag Kashyap​​​​​​​
Cast: Abhishek Bachchan, Taapsee Pannu, Vicky Kaushal​​​​​​​
Rating: 3.5/5

The burning issue

The internal combustion engine is facing a watershed moment – major manufacturer Volvo is to stop producing petroleum-powered vehicles by 2021 and countries in Europe, including the UK, have vowed to ban their sale before 2040. The National takes a look at the story of one of the most successful technologies of the last 100 years and how it has impacted life in the UAE. 

Read part four: an affection for classic cars lives on

Read part three: the age of the electric vehicle begins

Read part one: how cars came to the UAE

 

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DMZ facts
  • The DMZ was created as a buffer after the 1950-53 Korean War.
  • It runs 248 kilometers across the Korean Peninsula and is 4km wide.
  • The zone is jointly overseen by the US-led United Nations Command and North Korea.
  • It is littered with an estimated 2 million mines, tank traps, razor wire fences and guard posts.
  • Donald Trump and Kim Jong-Un met at a building in Panmunjom, where an armistice was signed to stop the Korean War.
  • Panmunjom is 52km north of the Korean capital Seoul and 147km south of Pyongyang, North Korea’s capital.
  • Former US president Bill Clinton visited Panmunjom in 1993, while Ronald Reagan visited the DMZ in 1983, George W. Bush in 2002 and Barack Obama visited a nearby military camp in 2012. 
  • Mr Trump planned to visit in November 2017, but heavy fog that prevented his helicopter from landing.
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White hydrogen: Naturally occurring hydrogenChromite: Hard, metallic mineral containing iron oxide and chromium oxideUltramafic rocks: Dark-coloured rocks rich in magnesium or iron with very low silica contentOphiolite: A section of the earth’s crust, which is oceanic in nature that has since been uplifted and exposed on landOlivine: A commonly occurring magnesium iron silicate mineral that derives its name for its olive-green yellow-green colour

Wicked: For Good

Director: Jon M Chu

Starring: Ariana Grande, Cynthia Erivo, Jonathan Bailey, Jeff Goldblum, Michelle Yeoh, Ethan Slater

Rating: 4/5

MATCH INFO

Uefa Champions League semi-final, second leg result:

Ajax 2-3 Tottenham

Tottenham advance on away goals rule after tie ends 3-3 on aggregate

Final: June 1, Madrid

New UK refugee system

 

  • A new “core protection” for refugees moving from permanent to a more basic, temporary protection
  • Shortened leave to remain - refugees will receive 30 months instead of five years
  • A longer path to settlement with no indefinite settled status until a refugee has spent 20 years in Britain
  • To encourage refugees to integrate the government will encourage them to out of the core protection route wherever possible.
  • Under core protection there will be no automatic right to family reunion
  • Refugees will have a reduced right to public funds
Winners

Best Men's Player of the Year: Kylian Mbappe (PSG)

Maradona Award for Best Goal Scorer of the Year: Robert Lewandowski (Bayern Munich)

TikTok Fans’ Player of the Year: Robert Lewandowski

Top Goal Scorer of All Time: Cristiano Ronaldo (Manchester United)

Best Women's Player of the Year: Alexia Putellas (Barcelona)

Best Men's Club of the Year: Chelsea

Best Women's Club of the Year: Barcelona

Best Defender of the Year: Leonardo Bonucci (Juventus/Italy)

Best Goalkeeper of the Year: Gianluigi Donnarumma (PSG/Italy)

Best Coach of the Year: Roberto Mancini (Italy)

Best National Team of the Year: Italy 

Best Agent of the Year: Federico Pastorello

Best Sporting Director of the Year: Txiki Begiristain (Manchester City)

Player Career Award: Ronaldinho