"At breakfast," Pip Brown recently confided, "if an egg's too runny it can ruin my whole day." Reading that statement of early morning angst, it will come as no surprise that the singer-songwriter better known as Ladyhawke has titled her new album Anxiety.
That title, says the 32-year-old New Zealander, is "sort of a tongue-in-cheek poke at myself". It's a joke, but one that makes light of the album's traumatic birth.
Upon its release in September 2008, Brown had promoted her first record pretty intensely and the self-titled Ladyhawke LP won rave reviews for its 1980s-influenced synth-pop tunes and became a slow-burning hit.
After spinning off five singles, it earned gold awards in the UK and Australia and went platinum in Brown's homeland. Its best-known song, My Delirium, is even rumoured to have been covered by Christina Aguilera, although this version has yet to see the light of day.
Brown tried to begin her follow-up record in February 2010, but found herself unable to focus. She was so exhausted by touring that she kept falling asleep in the studio. "When this happened a lot I decided to go back to New Zealand. I reconnected with people and just did what I needed to," she recalled earlier this year.
When she felt refreshed, Brown reconvened with Pascal Gabriel, a songwriter-producer whose CV includes work with Kylie Minogue, Marina and the Diamonds and Dido. Gabriel had contributed to five tracks on the first Ladyhawke LP, but he and Brown would co-produce every song on its follow-up.
Sessions were split between New Zealand and Gabriel's studio in the south of France, a 40,000km round trip that made the recording process rather piecemeal. Brown has spoken of having "months off" during this period.
However, she hardly allowed herself to unwind. Brown was acutely aware that the stakes had been raised. "For the first album I had no pressure, no label and no management," she told Velour magazine last month. "There was no expectation, but for this album I have [my own] history to compete with."
She wound up heaping so much pressure on herself that making the album became "a two-year-long anxiety attack" - hence its self-deprecating title.
Given the fraught recording process, it's remarkable that the finished product sounds so confident. Inspired by her heroes David Bowie and Joan Jett, as well as Britpop bands like Blur and Supergrass, Brown calls Anxiety a "straight-up rock record". This isn't wishful thinking either.
Whereas the first Ladyhawke album was driven by synths, this one has more of a classic drum-bass-guitar sound. That's no musical volte-face from Brown, who grew up listening to Steely Dan and The Doobie Brothers and discovered Nirvana and Metallica during her teens. It's also helpful from a marketing standpoint.
When she first made waves in 2008, Ladyhawke was often lumped in with the other female artists peddling catchy synth-pop tunes. Conveniently for the media, many of them happened to have names beginning with "L": La Roux, Little Boots and, of course, Lady Gaga.
There's little chance of this happening now. Anxiety features no synthesizers at all, only Gabriel's Blondie-ish organ lines, while Brown played all the guitar and drum parts herself.
Nevertheless, it still sounds like a Ladyhawke album - just a tougher and more muscular one. This is partly because Brown seems incapable of writing songs that aren't terrifically catchy. Each of the 10 tracks present here has a proper pop chorus and the album is packed with vocal and instrumental hooks.
There's also a timeless quality to Brown's songwriting. Discussing her creative process in a recent interview with The Stool Pigeon, a British music magazine, she explained: "I love nostalgia in a song: not in the words or anything, but in the melody, when it pushes that button in your head that makes you feel that way. I try and make all my songs do that somehow."
This is especially effective on Sunday Drive, with its echoes of Fleetwood Mac, and a Joan Jett-style stomper called Blue Eyes. Some of Ladyhawke's reference points are (a little) less retro though. Gone Gone Gone has exuberant vocal hooks that recall The Dandy Warhols' 2000 hit Bohemian Like You.
The track that best encapsulates Ladyhawke's nostalgic quality is Cellophane. It's the only real ballad on the album, but Brown and Gabriel pull out all the stops, giving it a widescreen feel like Bowie's Heroes. That's a lofty and impossible comparison, but I'd venture that the songwriting is almost strong enough to support it.
Indeed, in musical terms, the album never waivers. That anxiety only shows in the lyrics. "I've always been so cautious, but I'm sick of feeling nauseous," Brown sings on the title track. There's also a song calledVanitywhich acknowledges the fine line between insecurity and narcissism. "Self-destruction, self-obsession, vanity ..." goes its knowing refrain.
On one song, Brown even swaps her mental demons for literal ones. On the surface, The Quick & The Dead is about zombies, but armchair psychologists will find plenty to analyse in its panicky, paranoid lyrics. "I never thought my confidence would last," Brown sings just before the bridge.
However, Anxiety isn't just an album about Brown's psychological struggles. Several songs deal with battles of a romantic nature. Sunday Drive is about the one that got away, while Girl Like Me is about the one that never was. There's also Blue Eyes, which is about the one who wears you down until you just don't care any more. "There's nothing more I can do but sing you 'na na na'," Brown shrugs on the chorus. It's a brilliant moment that manages to be nonchalant and anthemic at the same time.
The album's last track, Gone Gone Gone, is perhaps most revealing of the lot. "One night inside my head and you're gone, gone, gone," Brown sings, before adding: "I never thought you'd be afraid of me, I would have set you free eventually."
My interpretation of the song? It's about a former partner who couldn't cope with the singer's neuroses.
Pip Brown has always been a complicated creature. As a child growing up in the small town of Masterton, two hours' drive from New Zealand's capital city, Wellington, she was solitary and self-possessed. One school report observed: "Phillipa is a diligent child but she's always staring out the window."
These personality traits started to make sense when she was diagnosed with Asperger's syndrome. It's a form of autism characterised by social awkwardness and obsessive tendencies. Fatefully, the young Pip Brown would obsess over rock and pop music and this became her calling.
It's a calling that causes her distress. Even after the success of the first Ladyhawke album, she was prone to bouts of severe stage fright. In a recent interview with a British newspaper, she recalled being paralysed by nerves before a promotional appearance at a record store.
"All day I was absolutely calm. I even allowed myself to think, 'Hey, I've come quite far'. But when I got to the shop I lost it. I was shaking and went blank, and because everybody was staring at me, I froze and couldn't speak," she told The Scotsman.
Admittedly, this was an extreme case, but anyone who's been to a Ladyhawke show will confirm that Brown doesn't look entirely comfortable on stage.
The irony, of course, is that on the evidence of her new album alone, Pip Brown has nothing at all to be anxious about.
Nick Levine is a regular contributor to The Review.
UAE currency: the story behind the money in your pockets
The rules on fostering in the UAE
A foster couple or family must:
- be Muslim, Emirati and be residing in the UAE
- not be younger than 25 years old
- not have been convicted of offences or crimes involving moral turpitude
- be free of infectious diseases or psychological and mental disorders
- have the ability to support its members and the foster child financially
- undertake to treat and raise the child in a proper manner and take care of his or her health and well-being
- A single, divorced or widowed Muslim Emirati female, residing in the UAE may apply to foster a child if she is at least 30 years old and able to support the child financially
A MINECRAFT MOVIE
Director: Jared Hess
Starring: Jack Black, Jennifer Coolidge, Jason Momoa
Rating: 3/5
The specs: 2019 Jeep Wrangler
Price, base: Dh132,000
Engine: 3.6-litre V6
Gearbox: Eight-speed automatic
Power: 285hp @ 6,400rpm
Torque: 347Nm @ 4,100rpm
Fuel economy, combined: 9.6L to 10.3L / 100km
The National's picks
4.35pm: Tilal Al Khalediah
5.10pm: Continous
5.45pm: Raging Torrent
6.20pm: West Acre
7pm: Flood Zone
7.40pm: Straight No Chaser
8.15pm: Romantic Warrior
8.50pm: Calandogan
9.30pm: Forever Young
NO OTHER LAND
Director: Basel Adra, Yuval Abraham, Rachel Szor, Hamdan Ballal
Stars: Basel Adra, Yuval Abraham
Rating: 3.5/5
Killing of Qassem Suleimani
The National Archives, Abu Dhabi
Founded over 50 years ago, the National Archives collects valuable historical material relating to the UAE, and is the oldest and richest archive relating to the Arabian Gulf.
Much of the material can be viewed on line at the Arabian Gulf Digital Archive - https://www.agda.ae/en
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The specs
Engine: four-litre V6 and 3.5-litre V6 twin-turbo
Transmission: six-speed and 10-speed
Power: 271 and 409 horsepower
Torque: 385 and 650Nm
Price: from Dh229,900 to Dh355,000
Sun jukebox
Rufus Thomas, Bear Cat (The Answer to Hound Dog) (1953)
This rip-off of Leiber/Stoller’s early rock stomper brought a lawsuit against Phillips and necessitated Presley’s premature sale to RCA.
Elvis Presley, Mystery Train (1955)
The B-side of Presley’s final single for Sun bops with a drummer-less groove.
Johnny Cash and the Tennessee Two, Folsom Prison Blues (1955)
Originally recorded for Sun, Cash’s signature tune was performed for inmates of the titular prison 13 years later.
Carl Perkins, Blue Suede Shoes (1956)
Within a month of Sun’s February release Elvis had his version out on RCA.
Roy Orbison, Ooby Dooby (1956)
An essential piece of irreverent juvenilia from Orbison.
Jerry Lee Lewis, Great Balls of Fire (1957)
Lee’s trademark anthem is one of the era’s best-remembered – and best-selling – songs.
In numbers: PKK’s money network in Europe
Germany: PKK collectors typically bring in $18 million in cash a year – amount has trebled since 2010
Revolutionary tax: Investigators say about $2 million a year raised from ‘tax collection’ around Marseille
Extortion: Gunman convicted in 2023 of demanding $10,000 from Kurdish businessman in Stockholm
Drug trade: PKK income claimed by Turkish anti-drugs force in 2024 to be as high as $500 million a year
Denmark: PKK one of two terrorist groups along with Iranian separatists ASMLA to raise “two-digit million amounts”
Contributions: Hundreds of euros expected from typical Kurdish families and thousands from business owners
TV channel: Kurdish Roj TV accounts frozen and went bankrupt after Denmark fined it more than $1 million over PKK links in 2013
Directed by Sam Mendes
Starring Dean-Charles Chapman, George MacKay, Daniel Mays
4.5/5
MATCH INFO
Maratha Arabians 107-8 (10 ovs)
Lyth 21, Lynn 20, McClenaghan 20 no
Qalandars 60-4 (10 ovs)
Malan 32 no, McClenaghan 2-9
Maratha Arabians win by 47 runs
MATCH INFO
Uefa Champions League semi-finals, second leg:
Liverpool (0) v Barcelona (3), Tuesday, 11pm UAE
Game is on BeIN Sports
Election pledges on migration
CDU: "Now is the time to control the German borders and enforce strict border rejections"
SPD: "Border closures and blanket rejections at internal borders contradict the spirit of a common area of freedom"
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THE BIO
Bio Box
Role Model: Sheikh Zayed, God bless his soul
Favorite book: Zayed Biography of the leader
Favorite quote: To be or not to be, that is the question, from William Shakespeare's Hamlet
Favorite food: seafood
Favorite place to travel: Lebanon
Favorite movie: Braveheart
The Perfect Couple
Starring: Nicole Kidman, Liev Schreiber, Jack Reynor
Creator: Jenna Lamia
Rating: 3/5
Haemoglobin disorders explained
Thalassaemia is part of a family of genetic conditions affecting the blood known as haemoglobin disorders.
Haemoglobin is a substance in the red blood cells that carries oxygen and a lack of it triggers anemia, leaving patients very weak, short of breath and pale.
The most severe type of the condition is typically inherited when both parents are carriers. Those patients often require regular blood transfusions - about 450 of the UAE's 2,000 thalassaemia patients - though frequent transfusions can lead to too much iron in the body and heart and liver problems.
The condition mainly affects people of Mediterranean, South Asian, South-East Asian and Middle Eastern origin. Saudi Arabia recorded 45,892 cases of carriers between 2004 and 2014.
A World Health Organisation study estimated that globally there are at least 950,000 'new carrier couples' every year and annually there are 1.33 million at-risk pregnancies.
Brief scores:
Liverpool 3
Mane 24', Shaqiri 73', 80'
Manchester United 1
Lingard 33'
Man of the Match: Fabinho (Liverpool)
The specs: 2018 BMW X2 and X3
Price, as tested: Dh255,150 (X2); Dh383,250 (X3)
Engine: 2.0-litre turbocharged inline four-cylinder (X2); 3.0-litre twin-turbo inline six-cylinder (X3)
Power 192hp @ 5,000rpm (X2); 355hp @ 5,500rpm (X3)
Torque: 280Nm @ 1,350rpm (X2); 500Nm @ 1,520rpm (X3)
Transmission: Seven-speed automatic (X2); Eight-speed automatic (X3)
Fuel consumption, combined: 5.7L / 100km (X2); 8.3L / 100km (X3)